october 30,07

Today life presented me with the choice of being positive or negitive. As i wake up in the morning uncertian of my life changing so much in this point in my life. I wonder where I will be tomorrow or if my messed up family could get much worse. I push everything to the back of my mind today, because I can only let my problems hold me captive for so long before I break down. I have to almost run from what is happening , or else i will spend endless nights of no sleep or crying the night away. I must and am trying to be strong and take my life one day at a time, because at this point that is all i can do...